hello dear wifey, it's been quit a long time since i haven't written on our blog. to lazy to put capital because we're not at school. i dont know what to say but i'm truly am happy for you the day you told me that you've finally moved on. really i am happy for you, i can see that you've became a strong and beautiful woman that can handle anything. sometimes i really admired you for that because you are much more stronger me even though you say the opposite. i dont think that i am that strong as a person because i seem to always go back to the wrong guy. my mind says no but my heart says yes. the main reason why i've been acting weird these day (i think) is because im trying to push everything away from me. but you've always been there for me and im really grateful for that. really i am. i try to be stronger for you and the people that care about me. i try to be happy but sometimes i just can't because i am not happy. not that i am saying that i am miserable because i consider myself, as a lucky person that has a family, friends that love me. maybe it's because of those four stupid letter that have been my biggest weakness.. i want to change and i want to move on but feelings doesn't go away easily
life is hard, i wish you all the best and 2012 will definitively be a good year for you because you ARE going to find your special someone <3
